Choose to be happy

I think in your worst moments it is up to you to choose to be happy.. I have always been the funny happy girl!
For the last little while I felt broken. like who i was did not exsist anymore.
But MAMA you are in me as much as or more than ever. I am becoming the person I was meant to be... Still and always the mama's girl.. but now the adult!
I think you are proud of me! I think you are so happy that I have held on to your strength and become more like you than I ever was...
Mama I met someone. It is early but we are going slow and I really think it could be something. She makes me want to be better... do better. for myself and her!
Mom I miss you every day.. I can't believe it has been 6 months.. I want you to know that your girls are hanging in there.. we are here for each other!.. I know you always loved that we were close but now more than ever our bond is the only think that keeps us whole.
I love you so much!! miss you like crazy.. and wish more than ever I could talk to you about the things going on in our lives.. Alison said I'm at a cross road.. I don't really know what that means but I know I what to tell you all about it. :)
you are and will forever be my heart, soul, and inspiration!
I love you Mama !