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Monday, February 9, 2009

nature of the beast

I feel so crazy the last few days. Floods of emotion crashing around me several times an hour. I hate feeling like this. Depression is a dangerous thing if you let it consume you. Most of the time I am very good at pulling myself out of the darkness but the last few days have been hard to do that. I have felt uneasy this is usually the time I call mama. I have been trying to use my support system but I don't know how to explain what I feel. Mama always just knew what I needed to hear. It was like a peep talk I guess but she was just so good at it. The good news is that I'm pretty sure most of what I have felt to last few day is very much related to my monthly surge in hormones lol. Thank god its almost over.!! I should be back to myself tomorrow for sure. Thanks to Monica for putting up with me the last few days lol and as always thanks to my girlfriend for dealing with a crazy lady a few days a month.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hang in there. Your mama will always be with you.. I think this should be titled nature of the breast instead of beast - because fact of the matter is we wouldn't have these crazy hormones monthly if we didn't have the ladies. You make me smile.. Thank you!